Ok well yeah wheels are off the bus, im walking around the side of the road shaking my head and muttering to myself.. " OK Carl, what the hell just happened there? " Yeah the wreck is in full focus. What to do, what to do ?
Sometimes , and i know this from experience, you can be become so distracted that you actually forget what the hell was motivating you from the beginning. Well thats what happened to me. I forgot whta I was doing this all for, and what was at stake. Let me list out whats at stake, for both of our good.
1) My Health, im getting older and I need to be in about 100% better shape than I am right now.
2) My family, I can no better take care of them, without myself being in good health.
3) My Pride, or the #1 thing that moves me with conviction. No One, and I mean NO ONE, can ever tell me I can't do something. Oh how I have forgotten this one.
My career has been turned on it's ear lately, and I have sunken behind this speed bump instead of using it to my advantage. Time for the dust off. I will tell you my friends and family, from here on out I am fixing the wrongs, and doing up my training right. I rarely put weight goals in my training, but I need one here just to give myself a immeadiate goal.... 20 Pounds, in 40 days.
Don't think I can do it ? Watch.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
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